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writing while being triggered as a bimbo

     So I'm like writing as like a bimbo right now and stuff. With all this like pink and fun stuff. I'm suppose to be writing about something....... Oh yeah it's like about being like this. It has not thinking and being horny and stupid which is like totally fun. *wishes I had gun to chew since hair twirling is like out pouts. I don't know what's more like fun being horny or stupid. Maybe it's like both! *giggles These letters are like the color of the stuff in my head that like uses space for like stuff. Not that I like use it since being horny is sooooooooo much more totally..... what's that like big word...... importent or something. It's especially fun when I get to like wear less stuff so I can have more fun being horny. I hope I get to be like played with after I like wrote this thing because it's so fun being a stupid fucktoy. Not that I get to actually fuck which I wish I could since like suckling a cock sounds fun about now. *giggles oops I...

In a happy frame of mind

     So it's been not that long afterwards since this question was asked and I still get butterflies about it. The question being "would you consider yourself my submissive?". It was asked in the context of just how he'd hypothetically promote this little blog here (thank you all for reading it) but I got bit giddy about it. Of course not wanting to seem too overly enthusiastic about I was just like " yes I would " followed by a smiley face. Since I like him which he knows (not that I'm sure how he feels exactly and I'm nervous about the thought of asking) and being anyone submissive is something I take seriously this has got me acting like a girl who's high school crush just talked to her. But I guess this all because I wear my heart on my sleeve a bit, oh well. To be honest I'm surprised that question hasn't come up a little earlier especially when I've admitted to nearly calling him master outside of play (doubly so when he gets do...

Another MC Story

     She put the key in the door of the apartment, knowing she was late but excited regardless. After sweeping the lock of hair that suddenly decided to fall in front of her face, she turned the key in the door. Hearing the click of the lock unlocking, she slowly opened the door looking around the room until the door was completely open. This scan of the room revealed it to be empty currently which was odd. Maybe he went somewhere shortly and missed me showing up late,  she thought. She put her bag on the nearby table and turned around to shut and relock the door. As she was just turning the key in the lock she heard a familiar voice say, "You're late."  She suppressed the reflex to squeak at the sudden sound and turned around knowing who it was. "Couldn't resist the stealthy entrance could you?" she said with a knowing smirk. "Of course. It would be less dramatic to just be sitting there waiting." "You're such a tease. An evil one at...

"Parents are scared of hitting their children now a days"

    So this post got a bit delayed in it's publication due to other fun stuff happening as you have read. Therefore I'm putting my serious hat on for this post and discussing a touchy subject for me personally.

Another Skype Session (ya!)

     I'm still slightly fuzzy after getting my head crashed over Skype (finally) with no interruptions or rude awakening (victory!), and will give a full account as possible on the fun that ensued to get me to this point. And for the record if I haven't made it clear enough if I'm referring to me being tranced by someone it's usually Spiral Turquoise I'm talking about. ^_^

Well I certainly got what I asked for....^_^

      So while ruining my sleep schedule and thoroughly enjoying it this spring break I've got a bit more of outright fun which caused my head to crash possibly harder the market crash of 1929 (no this is not an exaggeration). After having some fun as a bimbo (*giggles), I asked for him to be outright Dom with me (him being Spiral Turquoise). Since he's ever the tease, I expected there to a bit of taunting before he proceeded to do so.... I was quite mistaken and was made aware once he called me puppet (specifically his little puppet) which is one of his favorites if not his absolute favorite word. At that point I knew (even without a conscious thought ) that I was definitely getting what I asked for in spades.       It was a brief session but it was quite hot for me especially when he had me imagine me getting my hair pulled by him while simultaneously swinging a watch out in front of me. Although visual and touch sensations while under aren't my str...

Thoughts on being tied up and collars

      So if I haven't said it before, I love the idea of being tied up a lot! I've never actually gotten the opportunity to be physically tied up but hypnotically I've been and it has been awesome. It's probably related to the lack of control and submissiveness on my part. Having the feeling of not being able to move (unless absolutely necessary)...feeling absolutely helpless is just mmmmmm. It would be nice to have it described what's hypnotically holding me in place though. I might stay in place more if I had a mental picture to work with being restricted possibly. I would probably be inclined to think of rope (hopefully purple rope) when it comes to imagining what to be tied up with. Also a lot of teasing related with my lack of options to try and escape and being helpless. I hope it leads to ideas on other things eventually.      Of course (in my head anyway) thoughts of being to tied up lead to thoughts of collars and other th...