My unexpected funhouse ^_^

     I'm still slightly fuzzy after getting my head crashed over Skype (finally) with no interruptions or rude awakening (victory!), and will give a full account as possible on the fun that ensued to get me to this point. And for the record if I haven't made it clear enough if I'm referring to me being tranced by someone it's usually Spiral Turquoise I'm talking about. ^_^

      So while ruining my sleep schedule and thoroughly enjoying it this spring break I've got a bit more of outright fun which caused my head to crash possibly harder the market crash of 1929 (no this is not an exaggeration). After having some fun as a bimbo (*giggles), I asked for him to be outright Dom with me (him being Spiral Turquoise). Since he's ever the tease, I expected there to a bit of taunting before he proceeded to do so.... I was quite mistaken and was made aware once he called me puppet (specifically his little puppet) which is one of his favorites if not his absolute favorite word. At that point I knew (even without a conscious thought ) that I was definitely getting what I asked for in spades.       It was a brief session but it was quite hot for me especially when he had me imagine me getting my hair pulled by him while simultaneously swinging a watch out in front of me. Although visual and touch sensations while under aren't my str...

      So if I haven't said it before, I love the idea of being tied up a lot! I've never actually gotten the opportunity to be physically tied up but hypnotically I've been and it has been awesome. It's probably related to the lack of control and submissiveness on my part. Having the feeling of not being able to move (unless absolutely necessary)...feeling absolutely helpless is just mmmmmm. It would be nice to have it described what's hypnotically holding me in place though. I might stay in place more if I had a mental picture to work with being restricted possibly. I would probably be inclined to think of rope (hopefully purple rope) when it comes to imagining what to be tied up with. Also a lot of teasing related with my lack of options to try and escape and being helpless. I hope it leads to ideas on other things eventually.      Of course (in my head anyway) thoughts of being to tied up lead to thoughts of collars and other th...

     Submission (and any synonym of it) is a difficult thing to define for any individual. I personally am not even close to grasping the meaning of it. Of course I'm quite enjoying discovering what my personal definition will be eventually. What I do know for certain is that its the most wonderful yet vulnerable place to be. It feels like nothing else in comparison in such a good way. Its difficult to equate into words what it means to voluntarily open myself to mentally to giving up control complete to someone.      Who knew that feeling so vulnerable would be even remotely a good thing? I certainly didn't since I practically go out of my way to avoid being in such a position on a daily basis. My fierce avoidance of talking in front of a class whenever possible because I'm wondering what they're thinking about when I'm speaking (if it's my words or me they're criticizing). Not saying the complete story when things become horrible in fear of judgement and...

     Haven't had the opportunity to blog in a couple of weeks because of a lack of time due to responsibilities and stuff (I know they suck lol). I've managed to have some fun but not as much as I'd like (*pouts). Better than no fun at all honestly (not that conversations alone aren't quite enjoyable ^_^). So with that I'm going to give an account of the fun I've had since near the end of vacation approximately.

    As the title states this is what my mind decided to wake me up to insistingly at 3 this morning. For the record, this has never happened to me in such a demanding fashion. Not that I minded much  until I tried going back to sleep and ended up getting this on a mental repeat for an hour. 

As the title states this is just a short MC Story I came up with and decided to post on here. Hope you all enjoy it. ^_^