My unexpected funhouse ^_^

     I was so in need of subbing because midterms and after are going to kick my butt.  Which makes being being docile and blank more appealing than it already is (clearly). It had felt like an eternity since the last time we skyped. We talked about it afterwards and turns out it was nearly 3 weeks, but a bit longer since I've subbed over Skype anyways. Which explains a lot (mostly the bit of bratting I did lol). Today the timing was pretty much perfect play wise. I got privacy right before Turq showed up making things quite convenient.       When we got on my brain was still slightly working on overtime about something that couldn't be helped (my thing basically). We sat around talking and mewing at each other for a bit. After a little bit we started and he pulled the robot trigger which I hadn't expected to be first. I wasn't 100% out of it haven't used it in a little bit but I was a ways away from being completely coherent. He had m...

     So today was certainly something different. Probably the first time trancing happened over skype with me not being the one being tranced. (:P) I was quite nervous being the Top during this scene over Skype. Since We've done it over im a few times already. ^^ Plus I planned things out slightly via google docs in order to have a better handle on things. That mostly helps with phrases and brainstorm triggers which are harder than it looks to come up with. We had planned this definitely like a few days ago. I was excited also nervous because having never done this by voice with anyone before.  It helps that Turq knows me well and we've done this over im already. So it's not like I'm going in blind but I was still nervous about it.       We had started by im while waiting to start Skyping. We were going on for awhile I was beginning to worry we wouldn't get to do video at all today. During the playing over im I gave him a trance trigge...

    So I've been a bit busy these past few weeks but some fun things have happened including a fun group skyping scene between me, Daja and Turq a few days ago. Along with a lot of talking and hanging out while transformers were assembled and I knitted. This was a lot of fun especially getting to sub with someone else I know well. Plus I think it made me bit more suggestible. Especially when he used focusing on his voice which he's done while I was highly fractionated. I instantly started to space out with huge amount of eye fluttering. It was fun time all around with some team bratting happening (a surprise to no one). Great to know I can finally do group skype calls with video on my tablet finally. Skype must have done a good mobile update finally. :) It was fun to hang out like that since I don't get to do that often. Plus now I don't feel left out on group video calls now.     However that isn't the main focus of this blog entry (obviously). Turq had been ...

     So we had originally planned for yesterday but I was not in the best of mood (even though I really did want to play). *pouts But we just hanged out and talk which I probably needed since it had been a looong week. Plus, he seemed pretty tired so waiting was likely a good idea. It was worth waiting a day though. :)  Today managed to work out pretty well timing wise. I had to wait until I had good enough privacy to start (which probably wasn't long but felt like it was taking forever).      When we started after a moment of checking how I was and him poking me (:p) and possible evil thinking (based on the chuckled that occurred) right before he went straight for the robot trigger. It took a second since I wasn't expecting my Dom to go straight for it. Also I was about poke him which i'm not sure he saw. Then I slipped easily into the headspace waiting to be commanded and sitting up straighter. He had me stand up which I tried to do a...

    As the title says today was a lot of skype conversation turned into to play via me bratting a lot  which is surprising to no one by this point. We had planned to do things yesterday via Skype but that turned into text play due to things not working in my favor. He's just as capable toying with my brain over im so the only set back was no getting to actually see him. Today he seemed to enjoy freezing me quite a bit and putting in suggestions while I'm frozen (which I said was cheating). That was the start of everything amusingly enough. If he were here, he likely would have posed me while I was frozen (which I like because it's an interesting feeling being reduced to a poseable doll practically). 

     After not seeing him (via Skype anyways) for a few weeks it was nice to finally get some non people interrupted video time with him. I think that was the fastest an hour went by with play and talking. Had to wait quite a bit before I had the privacy to start the call (which was irritating). I didn't get to brat as much before we started because my Dom was adorably excited to start. I was too since I wanted to make sure what we planned was done without potential sudden interruptions.     It started with him dropping me with the trance trigger (and a little deepener). Then reestablishing the override device concept that he introduced over text the other day. (I'll write about that  in another entry soon) The concept with override is in my mind there's a device attached to my head (which looks however my brain decides it looks). This device actives whenever he says override and a command. My body fulfills the command automatically then overri...

     So I've noticed the need I've had to be objectified lately which before I started doing all this I probably wouldn't have seen that as appealing. I guess the fact still applies that if I don't find the objectification arousing it won't be appealing. Mainly the part of of being objectified I find alluring is to please by being used.That's probably why being a bimbo stop being funishment in part. (:p) Not that that has made it become used any less. In fact I feel that's the main point of my Dom and I's play to an extent.Whether it's the main focus or leading up to something else it's definitely involved. As evident with the recent blog entry with fractionation via bringing me in and out of triggers relatively quickly. Not that temporarily brainwashing me into mindlessly obedience isn't up there as well. *chuckles Since I have a tendency to sink into the headspace I'm in so it's basically the same as bringing me in and out repeated...