My unexpected funhouse ^_^

     I know it's a bit overdone to reflect on the year passed as New Years creeps up on us but I'll do it since it's weighing on my mind a bit. I'm not going to do a New Years resolution though (I usually don't do those anyway) since those never seem to work out in general. Doing the whole hoping things will be different certain aspects of my life and when that doesn't happen (or when I feel like it hasn't) I'll go for the maybe next year line. So I'm just going to go in this year with a clean slate and hope the best. (hopefully that doesn't sound depressing...)     On the kink related side of my life things have certainly continued to be awesome as my blog entries have shown. I mean it hasn't been  perfect since both my dom and I have had crap days which we've had to  deal with them.  No relationship, with  kink involved or not is perfect but the fun times definitely outweigh the crappy ones. Although usually the crappy days we're

    Hey there wonderful blog viewers! Thanks for stopping by, especially with less than a week before Christmas none the less. ^^  Hope you enjoy the reading break from all the chaos that is Christmas shopping.

    Guess who?     *chuckles Just kidding. ^^  It was seriously a fun time this morning, it was more being in each others company with plenty of internet snuggles. Considering the backdrop for me was copious amounts of rain that certainly made it more enjoyable than it already was. It was also the fact we literally hadn't seen each other in two weeks. I'd be just as glad to see him even without the time gap in between which I figure he knows.       So in the middle of all the talking along with snuggles I started poking him (by poking the camera of my tablet repeatedly and saying poke) and sticking my tongue out at him. Basically the usual brat behavior on my part *giggles. After a few moments of this he froze me momentarily. Of course I kept at it which resulted being frozen 2 more times. I asked why (and the why sounded more like whhhy *chuckles) after the second time and he basically said because I can. This dissolved into another moment of snuggles and talking which drif

     Hey sorry it's been a little since the last post but life is being a little unreasonable at the moment in an area or two. But it's not all bad. Today of course included in the much needed fun category. :)

   Today was fun and hot but my head was wasn't completely in it so I didn't get the full feel of it. But thinking about it gets me quite hot and bothered so it certainly did it's job. ;) Also it's not that long between Skype scenes but having to cancel our usual time made it feel longer. 

    I imagine the first thing you're thinking while reading this is oh my god the text isn't purple! Yeah it's just a trial run and it feels appropriate for what I'm going to say, a little change even temporary is good at times. :) As the label says this isn't play entry but just me thinking on appreciating things and people (I'm guessing this sounds familiar :p). Seriously thought with being near the edge of a possible change in my life for the better, I want to make sure that I let him know that being here for both the small and major moments in this year (more than a year actually) since I've known him means a lot.      Like today I had been feeling a bit emotional and he just stayed and helped me feel any better that I could in the time he was here. That comforting moment helped me feel immensely better in an hour or two. It's never ceases to amaze me how much that means to me no matters how many times he does it (and he's done it quite a few ti

     My brain is no longer in the a post play haze since I'm posting this hours after it happened (due to my phone not being adequate for blogging )

    Today was a fun short day of having multiple buttons pushed which left me hot, wet and incapable of thinking. The lack ability to think was at my request, even though that usually happen when my Dom and I play. The request came because I was stressed (currently too horny......... and possibly playing with my boobs a bit thinking about today to be) about a few upcoming assignments for my classes which are going to be back to back (which certainly doesn't help the stress). Since they're quite soon I've been thinking and worrying about them constantly which doesn't do me any good since that only leads to more worrying and so on. So having a moment of not thinking other than what he wanted was awesome.      Interestingly I was a bit more of a brat today than I am when we usually Skype. Probably because I wanted him to push back just as much as I was being bratty and have me completely reduced momentarily to a mindlessly submissive horny puddle. Which I pretty much was

     So with life currently being a slight bit miserly on time, there's a little less time to do fun things but we certainly manage fit things in. *chuckles The fun for today (after the usual ask of if i wanted something) started with the body slave trigger being used to have me move my arms up out in front of me then behind my back. Of course I asked why he did that after he released me and as I should of expected he replied "because I could.." His voice sounded amusingly befuddled at why I was asking that question. I swear no matter how many times he does this I have ask even if I already know the answer.      Then he dropped me with the trance trigger (which had me wondering what was going on since it usually leads to something being planned as my blog has proven).  When he had me focus on his voice and that it was going to be the most irresistible thing I've ever heard it dawned on me what was going on. I had written an idea in the entry right before this one on

    So this post is due the power of conversation it seems. I love randomly getting an idea. The idea is similar to the one of me slowly becoming a bimbo by repeating mantras and cumming after doing so. Except this time it's more voice oriented and a bit mc as well not that it's a bad thing. ^^     This time I'll have my eyes shut and being told I'll be unable to open them unless told otherwise, (after being put in a trance) then having the voice I'm listening to (probably my Dom's in my case) suggested to be the most alluring thing I've ever heard even, if I try not to listen. Also that whatever he says I have to say no matter how hard I try to resist (of course pleasure triggers and arousal can be used to lessen that) . The mantras continues causing me become either a robot, slave or bimbo (any one of these would work). Whether or not I notice it is completely up for discussion but it's more fun to be noticed our not noticed until it's too late. F

  I just did a bit of editing on the original post since this needed a bit of a look over because I was a bit out off it while trying to write everything that happened during that scene. All least it was period my brain pretty much was a puddle due to that scene. *chuckles

      But seriously I don't think this has happened in quite some time if at all. This was part hanging out/fun time which was awesome to just lay about and talk about any thing one moment then be in trance another..... I'm still coming back from that a little bit with moments of the scene coming to me randomly, which cause me to stare blankly into space while it plays in my head. Although I didn't have any requests for today (as usual) I kind of wanted to do the empty shell suggestion again (it wasn't an absolute must for me but the memory from the last time it's popping up in my head a bit).... It's not just because of that giant pretty sparkly crystal paper weight he used twice. :p Not that it's anywhere near a deterrent either *chuckles. I just miss being in that headspace I guess since it has been a while since we've done that one.      So today he started with the trance trigger to temporarily bring back a suggestion which came from the inspiratio

    By hybrid I don't mean the car. :p The scene just switched from text to Skype which I don't think has happened before.. interesting.  Anyway to get back on topic, it was awesome fun. I was surprised he went for the mind slave trigger first, mostly because that one doesn't get at much use even though I immensely enjoy the fact it allows me to express my submissiveness a lot (not that I'm not allowed to or anything but that's usually when I feel it the most intensely while I'm a trance). Since there are times I feel it more strongly than others when I'm completely out of trance, like yesterday for example. The absolute need to please just crept up on me and pounced unrelentingly not too long after he left. It refused to let up for a while, which was annoying since I knew there was no way I could alleviate it until he got back, which was many hours from then. I managed eventually distract myself with some criminal minds episodes but it was a reminder that n

        Although I always talk about the the very fun and enjoyable scenes my Dom and I do as seen on this blog I also neglect the casual warm and fuzzy parts along with just hanging out and talking. Of course our scenes are immensely enjoyable but I also like just talking to him on Skype and the numerous amount of iming discussing things like his immensely of wrestling and his current story in progress which I joking call the never ending story considering how long it's become. It's an awesome story so I certainly don't care how long it is plus as long as he's happy with the story I'm happy.  There is also the large amounts of huggles and snuggling (virtually because distance) along with me being a brat by poking and tickling him a lot. There is random moments of meowing on both our parts. Sometimes the snuggling and cuddling lapse into moments of mutually enjoyed silence which I enjoy but at other times if I'm a bit energetic it can drive me crazy :) There is

    I'm winding down back to normal (probably subspace since I can barely focus on writing this) after we've had some fun which was not thwarded by any actual people or scheduling conflicts (finally!) With very hot moments repeatedly popping up in my head, I'll try to put this scene in some semblance of order with some help for my Dom who caused my head to be in the current state it's in......:p       First after a moment of leaving me in suspense he triggered me in the slave state first (probably because we planned for him to go full out Dom on me since a little while). I think I was ordered to take off my shirt (which I did immediately without thinking about it) then I was told to kneel (which is one of those things that really pushes me into submissive headspace) . Then we got interrupted (false alarm but that happened twice more during throughout the Skype call because I was a bit hyper focused on sounds).       After that brief intermission I was triggered back i

     Well although we had more visible Skype plans for today, stuff on my side didn't cooperate which lead to playing over ims instead which is good because it helps if I don't remember what he said at a certain point(or points in this case because I forgot somehow got much of a tease my Dom is :p). To answer your question yes I'm still winding down from the post trance high so it's rainbows and unicorns and such currently *giggles.      At this point I'm sure you can guess what trigger we started out with. If you still need a hint, here's one........bimbo. I certainly missed doing that one and it had the standard pleasure trigger is through out to have me more horny of course. And usually the first thing he asks is if I have anything on my mind, which is kind of difficult to do if I'm a very horny, ditzy, idiot *chuckles. He's very aware of that but still asks to probably see how I'll answer. This trigger got revisited later on so I didn't get

     If you're wondering what these two topics have to do with one another don't because they poetry much have no relation except the fact I'm interested in both of them. On the robot play it comes a close second to bimbofication in things I enjoy during Skype play (along with playing by text). Which is funny since when I first started playing with bimbofication again I agonized at how stupid I sounded afterwards *chuckles. It's funny that it's a favorite of mine now that's slightly out the point though. Considering a certain someone is writing a story with a scene or two during the story involving robot play so it makes sense of be thinking about it. It also makes me consider how much we do during that scene and possibly expand on it a bit. Not that I expected the dream or daydream I had this morning about it. I oddly enough usually don't dream about hypnosis related things frequently. But when they do happen I'm usually very very submissive with no bra

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     *sighs contently So I'm writing this post currently coming off the high (I guess you would call it) of another hypnosis session with Spiral Turquoise  :D. So I'm in the post scene happy fuzziness moment currently. Hopefully I won't crash like the last time but I think that's a bit likely. Alas the price to pay for fun such as this not that it's a costly one.

 As the title of this blog post plainly states I'm continuing my latest untitled mc story from the last time. Hope you enjoy reading this part...

     Here's another post after the unplanned influx of the number of posts last month. This is obviously based on the title is another tale of fun conducted over the power of Skype. Hope you enjoy the read. ^_^

     So I'm like writing as like a bimbo right now and stuff. With all this like pink and fun stuff. I'm suppose to be writing about something....... Oh yeah it's like about being like this. It has not thinking and being horny and stupid which is like totally fun. *wishes I had gun to chew since hair twirling is like out pouts. I don't know what's more like fun being horny or stupid. Maybe it's like both! *giggles These letters are like the color of the stuff in my head that like uses space for like stuff. Not that I like use it since being horny is sooooooooo much more totally..... what's that like big word...... importent or something. It's especially fun when I get to like wear less stuff so I can have more fun being horny. I hope I get to be like played with after I like wrote this thing because it's so fun being a stupid fucktoy. Not that I get to actually fuck which I wish I could since like suckling a cock sounds fun about now. *giggles oops I

     So it's been not that long afterwards since this question was asked and I still get butterflies about it. The question being "would you consider yourself my submissive?". It was asked in the context of just how he'd hypothetically promote this little blog here (thank you all for reading it) but I got bit giddy about it. Of course not wanting to seem too overly enthusiastic about I was just like " yes I would " followed by a smiley face. Since I like him which he knows (not that I'm sure how he feels exactly and I'm nervous about the thought of asking) and being anyone submissive is something I take seriously this has got me acting like a girl who's high school crush just talked to her. But I guess this all because I wear my heart on my sleeve a bit, oh well. To be honest I'm surprised that question hasn't come up a little earlier especially when I've admitted to nearly calling him master outside of play (doubly so when he gets do

     She put the key in the door of the apartment, knowing she was late but excited regardless. After sweeping the lock of hair that suddenly decided to fall in front of her face, she turned the key in the door. Hearing the click of the lock unlocking, she slowly opened the door looking around the room until the door was completely open. This scan of the room revealed it to be empty currently which was odd. Maybe he went somewhere shortly and missed me showing up late,  she thought. She put her bag on the nearby table and turned around to shut and relock the door. As she was just turning the key in the lock she heard a familiar voice say, "You're late."  She suppressed the reflex to squeak at the sudden sound and turned around knowing who it was. "Couldn't resist the stealthy entrance could you?" she said with a knowing smirk. "Of course. It would be less dramatic to just be sitting there waiting." "You're such a tease. An evil one at

    So this post got a bit delayed in it's publication due to other fun stuff happening as you have read. Therefore I'm putting my serious hat on for this post and discussing a touchy subject for me personally.

     I'm still slightly fuzzy after getting my head crashed over Skype (finally) with no interruptions or rude awakening (victory!), and will give a full account as possible on the fun that ensued to get me to this point. And for the record if I haven't made it clear enough if I'm referring to me being tranced by someone it's usually Spiral Turquoise I'm talking about. ^_^

      So while ruining my sleep schedule and thoroughly enjoying it this spring break I've got a bit more of outright fun which caused my head to crash possibly harder the market crash of 1929 (no this is not an exaggeration). After having some fun as a bimbo (*giggles), I asked for him to be outright Dom with me (him being Spiral Turquoise). Since he's ever the tease, I expected there to a bit of taunting before he proceeded to do so.... I was quite mistaken and was made aware once he called me puppet (specifically his little puppet) which is one of his favorites if not his absolute favorite word. At that point I knew (even without a conscious thought ) that I was definitely getting what I asked for in spades.       It was a brief session but it was quite hot for me especially when he had me imagine me getting my hair pulled by him while simultaneously swinging a watch out in front of me. Although visual and touch sensations while under aren't my strongest areas I had mom

      So if I haven't said it before, I love the idea of being tied up a lot! I've never actually gotten the opportunity to be physically tied up but hypnotically I've been and it has been awesome. It's probably related to the lack of control and submissiveness on my part. Having the feeling of not being able to move (unless absolutely necessary)...feeling absolutely helpless is just mmmmmm. It would be nice to have it described what's hypnotically holding me in place though. I might stay in place more if I had a mental picture to work with being restricted possibly. I would probably be inclined to think of rope (hopefully purple rope) when it comes to imagining what to be tied up with. Also a lot of teasing related with my lack of options to try and escape and being helpless. I hope it leads to ideas on other things eventually.      Of course (in my head anyway) thoughts of being to tied up lead to thoughts of collars and other things like a little impact play (a

     Submission (and any synonym of it) is a difficult thing to define for any individual. I personally am not even close to grasping the meaning of it. Of course I'm quite enjoying discovering what my personal definition will be eventually. What I do know for certain is that its the most wonderful yet vulnerable place to be. It feels like nothing else in comparison in such a good way. Its difficult to equate into words what it means to voluntarily open myself to mentally to giving up control complete to someone.      Who knew that feeling so vulnerable would be even remotely a good thing? I certainly didn't since I practically go out of my way to avoid being in such a position on a daily basis. My fierce avoidance of talking in front of a class whenever possible because I'm wondering what they're thinking about when I'm speaking (if it's my words or me they're criticizing). Not saying the complete story when things become horrible in fear of judgement and

     Haven't had the opportunity to blog in a couple of weeks because of a lack of time due to responsibilities and stuff (I know they suck lol). I've managed to have some fun but not as much as I'd like (*pouts). Better than no fun at all honestly (not that conversations alone aren't quite enjoyable ^_^). So with that I'm going to give an account of the fun I've had since near the end of vacation approximately.

    As the title states this is what my mind decided to wake me up to insistingly at 3 this morning. For the record, this has never happened to me in such a demanding fashion. Not that I minded much  until I tried going back to sleep and ended up getting this on a mental repeat for an hour. 

As the title states this is just a short MC Story I came up with and decided to post on here. Hope you all enjoy it. ^_^