My unexpected funhouse ^_^

   The fractionation of today's extended Skype call has left me with more holes in my memory scene wise than the norm. I don't think I've been this emphatically fractionated in a while.

       S o today was quite fun! Based on the title switching from top to bottom happened today which I've been wanting to do for a bit. I am probably more on the subby side today with all the irl things I've got going on. But the plan for today was more for me topping my Dom which is always a fun thing (*chuckles). Although it felt like everything at least topping wise wasn't meshing together cohesively from my perspective although Turq said everything was fun. I honestly wasn't sure we'd get to skype today then would have to push it back until next week (which always is annoying but can't be helped sometimes). Luckily we didn't have to and got an opportunity to skype.      After having to turn on my camera (because Skype decides to do that to me) we talked a little along with some not so subtle hints on his part on what he wanted and then I got to doing things. Firstly I used my version of the body slave trigger (same thing as his just a different name) t

     So today started out with me being very lazy. In part because I'm quite certain coming down with a sore throat or something (ugh I don't have time for that). Which leads me to be under a blanket knitting a blanket while watching the history channel's ultimate guide to the Presidents. *chuckles yeah I'm a nerd if you haven't gathered by now. Of course this has nothing to do with the work I'm neglecting to start yet.....>> I really should get to that soon.     Getting back scene related things luckily getting scene time was easily done today. ^^ We had started talking about things as soon as we got the call started. Mainly my probably being sick plus Transformers and D&D things. After a bit of that, he amusingly asked who was going to top.With my potential unwellness (not a word but oh well :p) I figured he was probably more capable of topping than me and we decided to go in that direction (even with my brain as late of last night thinking of topp

     I was so in need of subbing because midterms and after are going to kick my butt.  Which makes being being docile and blank more appealing than it already is (clearly). It had felt like an eternity since the last time we skyped. We talked about it afterwards and turns out it was nearly 3 weeks, but a bit longer since I've subbed over Skype anyways. Which explains a lot (mostly the bit of bratting I did lol). Today the timing was pretty much perfect play wise. I got privacy right before Turq showed up making things quite convenient.       When we got on my brain was still slightly working on overtime about something that couldn't be helped (my thing basically). We sat around talking and mewing at each other for a bit. After a little bit we started and he pulled the robot trigger which I hadn't expected to be first. I wasn't 100% out of it haven't used it in a little bit but I was a ways away from being completely coherent. He had me stand up, remove my shirt t

     So today was certainly something different. Probably the first time trancing happened over skype with me not being the one being tranced. (:P) I was quite nervous being the Top during this scene over Skype. Since We've done it over im a few times already. ^^ Plus I planned things out slightly via google docs in order to have a better handle on things. That mostly helps with phrases and brainstorm triggers which are harder than it looks to come up with. We had planned this definitely like a few days ago. I was excited also nervous because having never done this by voice with anyone before.  It helps that Turq knows me well and we've done this over im already. So it's not like I'm going in blind but I was still nervous about it.       We had started by im while waiting to start Skyping. We were going on for awhile I was beginning to worry we wouldn't get to do video at all today. During the playing over im I gave him a trance trigger which totally makes things

    So I've been a bit busy these past few weeks but some fun things have happened including a fun group skyping scene between me, Daja and Turq a few days ago. Along with a lot of talking and hanging out while transformers were assembled and I knitted. This was a lot of fun especially getting to sub with someone else I know well. Plus I think it made me bit more suggestible. Especially when he used focusing on his voice which he's done while I was highly fractionated. I instantly started to space out with huge amount of eye fluttering. It was fun time all around with some team bratting happening (a surprise to no one). Great to know I can finally do group skype calls with video on my tablet finally. Skype must have done a good mobile update finally. :) It was fun to hang out like that since I don't get to do that often. Plus now I don't feel left out on group video calls now.     However that isn't the main focus of this blog entry (obviously). Turq had been ment

     So we had originally planned for yesterday but I was not in the best of mood (even though I really did want to play). *pouts But we just hanged out and talk which I probably needed since it had been a looong week. Plus, he seemed pretty tired so waiting was likely a good idea. It was worth waiting a day though. :)  Today managed to work out pretty well timing wise. I had to wait until I had good enough privacy to start (which probably wasn't long but felt like it was taking forever).      When we started after a moment of checking how I was and him poking me (:p) and possible evil thinking (based on the chuckled that occurred) right before he went straight for the robot trigger. It took a second since I wasn't expecting my Dom to go straight for it. Also I was about poke him which i'm not sure he saw. Then I slipped easily into the headspace waiting to be commanded and sitting up straighter. He had me stand up which I tried to do as mechanically as possible. Then

    As the title says today was a lot of skype conversation turned into to play via me bratting a lot  which is surprising to no one by this point. We had planned to do things yesterday via Skype but that turned into text play due to things not working in my favor. He's just as capable toying with my brain over im so the only set back was no getting to actually see him. Today he seemed to enjoy freezing me quite a bit and putting in suggestions while I'm frozen (which I said was cheating). That was the start of everything amusingly enough. If he were here, he likely would have posed me while I was frozen (which I like because it's an interesting feeling being reduced to a poseable doll practically). 

     After not seeing him (via Skype anyways) for a few weeks it was nice to finally get some non people interrupted video time with him. I think that was the fastest an hour went by with play and talking. Had to wait quite a bit before I had the privacy to start the call (which was irritating). I didn't get to brat as much before we started because my Dom was adorably excited to start. I was too since I wanted to make sure what we planned was done without potential sudden interruptions.     It started with him dropping me with the trance trigger (and a little deepener). Then reestablishing the override device concept that he introduced over text the other day. (I'll write about that  in another entry soon) The concept with override is in my mind there's a device attached to my head (which looks however my brain decides it looks). This device actives whenever he says override and a command. My body fulfills the command automatically then override turns back off once I

     So I've noticed the need I've had to be objectified lately which before I started doing all this I probably wouldn't have seen that as appealing. I guess the fact still applies that if I don't find the objectification arousing it won't be appealing. Mainly the part of of being objectified I find alluring is to please by being used.That's probably why being a bimbo stop being funishment in part. (:p) Not that that has made it become used any less. In fact I feel that's the main point of my Dom and I's play to an extent.Whether it's the main focus or leading up to something else it's definitely involved. As evident with the recent blog entry with fractionation via bringing me in and out of triggers relatively quickly. Not that temporarily brainwashing me into mindlessly obedience isn't up there as well. *chuckles Since I have a tendency to sink into the headspace I'm in so it's basically the same as bringing me in and out repeated

        As the title states this entry is a look at my latest induction. Only the first page of it so probably not likely going to get you into a light trance. But If you don't want to read it just avoid reading this entry. If you do take some time to settle in and read along. Feel free to comment. The finished product is going to be on mcstories.com just to let you know. Hope you enjoy ^^     Just imagine your thoughts are bubbles. Colorful especially when the light hits them in just the right spot. It's like kaleidoscopes of your favorite colors. You just can't take your eyes off of it for that brief moment.. Every thought distinctive to look at and get lost in when the light makes it all those beautiful colors…... Light as they float through the air despite the lack of breeze but you don't pay it no mind… After all it's so much easier to just watch all the pretty bubbles around you instead of worrying about other things…...   And numerous.  You wonder for

     So this is more serious post as I muse about stuff going to happen. Specifically my final year as an undergrad which is an insane thing to think about on its own. I'm slightly older than I thought I would be when getting to this point. Had a bit of struggles going along mostly because I wasn't as prepared as I thought I was to head to college. Plus the slight increase in freedom briefly went to my head following my first semester. So I had to fight my way back which seems to be a thing with me dealing with college period. It's either I'm strong throughout out or things start shaky and claw my way back up out of a crappy deficit of a grade. Either extreme I'm usually stressed as hell the entire time, making classes the thing I kind of dread despite enjoying the topics. With my senior year coming full steam ahead this is going to be my last year of this constant. Once I get handed my diploma comes the infamous question of: What's next?       My family (who

     So today was all kinds of awesome!! I kind of knew I was in for it when I was mentioning things we haven't done recently such as orgasm denial and empty shell suggestion. So he was quite on board with these things being done. *chuckles Shocking I know. Not realizing he had ample time I was worried I wouldn't get enough time to do said things. Luckily those thoughts were unfounded.      Happened to get back just as he got on so great timing on my part. After we both got settled in we didn't immediately start for once. We had ended up talking for quite a bit as I regaled about my Pokemon Go adventures because I had to go adulting briefly. I had started being a brat a bit with poking at him and mewing when he asked why I wanted his attention. Yeah I thought that was hilarious. At one point he started preempting my pokes which turned into me poking him just to say I did it first. Which made him highly amused. ^^ That was around when he pounced with the pocketwatch (proba

     Even though I knew what he was going to be doing because of the question he asked on whether or not we did a certain suggestion. He had mentioned it quite a while back but we hadn't used it. So I figured it was clearly going to be on the agenda for today. What I hadn't expected was when he decided to use it....

     Hey look at that two skyping scenes in a week. Been a while since that's happened. ^^ Today (as usual) I left it up to him to decide what we're doing.Based on the titled I got surprised although we've done something somewhat similar a while back. So glad we got to do this and not have to reschedule. Have fun reading~