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I should be doing things instead I'm think about hypnokink things

     My brain has the worst timing for things I swear. The weekend when I know my Dom won't be around much I get the urge to be fucked mindless. I would consider messing with my submissive but she's not around either it seems. Since if I can't be why not tease someone else into a horny mindless haze? but that's not an option so I'm sitting here looking through some of my favorite text scenes we've done. I'm not sure if it's helping or making me more horny.....My brain is conjuring up images of my mindlessly humping a pillow or him for a while. Or sucking and playing with on a large pair of boobs while being fucked or fucking them with a strapon (mmmmm)....... so yeah not helping.       I imagine my own stress with midterms and everything isn't helping either. I just need a break  (other than the time I spend playing pool between classes). Yeah being his mindless plaything is very appealing right now. I've noticed this is especially a thing ...

Got to have some fun today ^^

      Today was a relatively short scene today because he didn't have much time before having to be all productive and stuff. It was still awesome based on an idea rementioned last night after we both forgot about it.

Being an automated blowup doll

     :D today was awesome!!! I didn't think we'd so much in less than an hour. Nor did I expect the relative trancing ambush that started. It's one of the many things that he does which causes me to automatically start spacing out by association. It's not fair. :P (but it's fun *chuckles) Also to note I frequently zoned out trying to recall certain details...... I'm not sure how accurate one or two particular parts are order wise.

Another possible play idea

     The best ideas seem to come to me at random. I've probably said this before but I'm always surprised when an idea suddenly comes up during something not even related the idea. It's still kind of weird but it works. This one as the title says, is a play idea which happened in the middle of a conversation  about something I don't even remember at the moment. The idea is to combine robot headspace with bimbo headspace. After mentioning it and discussing it to Turq a little I realized that it wasn't a new idea for him anyway since Daja had done something similar before becoming disinterested in bimbo play all together. My perception of it would be somewhat different considering how bimbo play has went from funishment to something really enjoyable. Mostly since I'm usually too horny to know how stupid I'm being lol.      I think my reason for wanting to combine these two seemingly different headspaces is the juxtaposition of it. Since being...

Another awesome scene (following technology not being nice to me yesterday)

     With classes back in session for me pretty soon I'm glad to have any non college work laden time to myself. Even if I'm stuck at home which isn't always bad. Especially if you have a Dom who likes messing with your head quite a bit. (*chuckles)  I had to have his help because my memory was more immensely sketchy than usual. I was probably way more fractionated than I was typically. I had to ask him so many questions you think it was a newspaper interview. It was tremendously fun. ^^

First post of 2016 ^^

Happy New Years ^^ (8 days later...) Managed to have some Skype fun relatively earlier into the new year than I expected. Which is especially good, since he's not going to be around a few days next week....:(. Yeah that's going to feel like forever but I'll just try to catch up on Agent's of Shield and/or Elementary. We did slightly less than I thought we would but I think it might of been me since we haven't Skyped in a bit. It was awesomely fun either way. :)

More text fun ^^

I forget he reads my blog posts sometimes because he took my suggestion on more pillow humping lol. But might have over did it a little unintentionally especially with my lack of perception of time. *giggles This was a fun thing to do again especially as a bimbo. All this fun was very much enjoyed. :)